Monday, March 06, 2006

attraction

i'm fairly certain i've blogged about this before but i shall rehash the issue until it's beaten to a bloody pulp.

i recently saw a friend and i question if i am even able to call him a friend. i only speak to him when i see him on rare occasion. i've known him for 13 years. wow. ok, he's a friend, just not a close one. the predicament? there isn't one really, unless i want to be melodramatic and this morning, yes, maybe i am feeling a bit ma'arte (sp???) . every time i see this particular man, i am unquestionably attracted to him. conversation flows, it's flirty, easy, and fun. he's the type of person i feel i could tell anything to, and yet i know nothing will transpire from this attraction. i can never say never but i could almost certainly guarantee that nothing will. after 13 years, if nothing has happened, it's highly unlikely that anything ever will. i can stop fantasizing that he will abruptly have a change of heart and declare his undying love. i'm not truly fantasizing... ok... i am... maybe... but, just a little.

4 Comments:

At 10:12 AM , Blogger Tommyboy said...

Well, u'll never know unless u try to find out. U could ask him out? Seriously, it's the 21st century, it's ok for a girl to ask a guy out.

Besides, it's not like u see him every day. If it doesn't work out, it'll still be ok. Remember, there is no reward w/out risk.

Wow, u used ma'arte. U're not even filipino. haha

 
At 6:43 PM , Blogger cici said...

you said maarte! you are so AWESOME!!!!

 
At 4:19 PM , Blogger lil jay said...

goooooooo Dana!

 
At 10:59 AM , Blogger franny said...

whoa, you said maarte!

 

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