Monday, March 07, 2005

meant to be?

is there such a thing as a sign? or do people read too much into occurences in their lives? i'm beginning to doubt whether or not i'm meant to go to grad school at this particular moment in time. the first time i took my GMAT back in december i had the flu. needless to say i did poorly. this second time around, i studied a lot and i did everything i could to ensure that i remained healthy. then the sunday before the test, i wake up and get ready to start studying when i come down with incredibly bad shivering and a high fever which prompted me to go to the ER where i spent the entire day. as it would turn out, i had a kidney infection. ok, i think, this won't be a problem since my test isn't until thursday. BUT then i get my antibiotics. i read the side-effects, not too pleasant but i am not worried since i rarely get side effects from antibiotics. think again! this time i got 4 of the 5 side effects including headaches and nausea. so come test day, i'm still on the antibiotics and still feeling crappy. once again, i did poorly.

i submitted my application anyway and this has turned out to be a $610 experience. with everything that has happened, am i meant to go to grad school? i guess i'll just wait and see.

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